Where have you been all my life?

I have always thoroughly enjoyed picking my skin. I have been on a quest to rid myself of acne and blackheads for as long as I can remember, although, if I were to suddenly have perfect skin, I think it would take a lot of joy out of my daily life. I love a good blackhead. It's just so satisfying. As a teen, I had nearly perfect skin (not like now) but I would dig and pick at it until my one minute little blemish turned into a big, nasty mark that would eventually scar. I was VERY stressed out as a teenager (everything has been easier since I exited those years) so I spent a lot of time picking my skin. I would just zone out and kind of enter a trance-like state (sort of like I do now when I paint with my watercolors) and just dig and dig at my face.
Anyways. Maybe I need to start a second blog, just for me to talk about how disgusting AND neurotic I am. The posts about my kids are so much cuter, right?
So thanks to my wonderful new AVON products
(subtle sales pitch: go to my website at www. youravon.com/jamiedooley)
my skin has been looking pretty good lately. I especially like the Completely Clean Cleansing Cloths and the Ageless Results Nightly Nutrient Peel. Seriously, it is really good stuff, not just cause I sell it.
But, my point is! That I purchased an extractor today at Target. It is just that little metal tool that has one end for blackheads and the other end for whiteheads? Has anyone ever had a facial? Do you know what I am talking about? So I am just in heaven with this thing. I have always loved picking my face, but it's like now, I've got the tools to do it up right! (AVON does not sell extractors, so this entire post has not been a shameless plug). The only problem is, I don't know when to stop. If I could cause scarring with my hands, just imagine the damage I could do with stainless steel!
PS Dave went and got a laptop tonight! So now the Dooleys have THREE stinkin' computers and O cable tv! I am so going to miss The Office series premiere.